I feel like I've lost myself in the past few months, I haven't had the time to allow myself to mellow out, do the things I love. Watch movies, read books, make art. I love going to school, I love doing hair. I hate the attitude I've adopted while being there though. My body is exhausted, I don't know the word to explain how my head feels. My goal is to find myself, be happy. Love myself again and love spending time alone because that's currently my biggest struggle. This blog is my gauge on what I'm doing, and I'm sharing it with the internet. My tumblr is what I like to see, but this is blog is my reality. I need less of the negative and more of the positive and I want to continue to search for happiness.